You do your best for people and for yourself. That’s all you can do really.
If things still don’t work out the way you want them to then perhaps all you can do is wait.
It’s easy to say things behind a computer screen. Anyone can be brave on a key board.
Say what you need to say in your own physical voice or if possible, looking straight into the persons eyes. If it’s important, don’t cower out of it.
I think if you can’t remember why you were angry in the first place, or how the fight started, that means you’ve forgotten and hence it’s time forgive.
Things need to change.
Put one foot in the shit and keep pushing forward.